I used to think that I had all of lifes answers within my reach, and didnt realize that all of my plans were caught up in breach. And I didnt want anyone to know that things were out of control, so I put on my best smile and moved underground like a mole.
I can feel my feet are moving without having any place to go, because I am free falling and I didnt ever think it could be so. I had my cars and my good times and they are in the past, they are now invisible and I am looking for something that lasts.
I didnt realize that the things I had would quickly dissappear, and now I have nothing to show for all of those selfish years. Free falling and I have nothing to break my apparent fall, and now I can see that I will hit lifes proverbial rock hard wall.
I should have listened when I had the chance as I was told, the meaning of life was to stand up in faith and not to fold. Never leave you nor forsake you..... means what it portrays, as that mustard seed of faith was meant for all of my days.
So I can tell everyone that their choices make things exist, and that is a true but unwanted answer to all of life's twists. Free falling from the choices in my life I had selfishly made, only to be caught just in time saving me from ignorance paid.
Free Falling was where I was and I had little options left, but I finally gave in to truth and humility as I openly wept. Tears do not go unhearkened in the realities of the Lord, as they can be wiped away in the spirits cleansing sword.
Injustice lives in an unjust world that seeks to destroy you, and it could leave us just wondering ....what shall we do. Faith seemed like my only option and I found it was true, as he caught me free falling ......and he can do it for you.
Dennis Thompson 2-12-2004
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